ὁμοούσιος (homoouisious)

I gave up self-subverting thoughts
     Self: separated me that knows
     Subvert: turn under overthrow
As my Lenten (springtide) sacrifice:
    To make sacred (to set apart)
    As holy (heilagr) or reclaim whole

Is my self fulfilled through
More differentiation
Or enhanced assimilation
In either case: what from with what

Socrates' and Yeshua's
Apotheosistic selves
Achieved through self-
Sacrificing deference

Siddhartha suggested
Self as sensual
Yearning and
Suffering's source

Were these selves
Subverted somehow
Converted into a
Species of un-self

Am I subject: (sub-jacere: under thrown)
One who is acted upon
Or actor: object (ob-jacere: before thrown)
And who is throwing

Am I perceived presented or purpose
Perceived by you presented to whom
My purpose or yours personified
Means and ends seldom matching

Presuming to conceive how I
Diverge rather than perceive
Our convergence here, now
Proximate occurrence

Might I for this moment be
Jacere: as situated (or asleep)
Intransitive and subject free
jaceo jacere jacui jacitus

Not fully known or knowing
Unable to answer how or why
But now being wholly here
Same substance: you me and universe